Imagine if I told you that I need you

I always new this time would come.. The end of high school, the approach of post-secondary degrees, and the final test of relationships. What I didn’t know was how fast the time would fly by me. Even the lowest points of our friendship seem that they went by all too fast, when at the time they were happening it felt like they would never end. The worst part is that our highest points, the ones I’ll never forget, feel like they just happened yesterday. All within the blink of an eye, they came, happened, and went. It’s heartbreaking to know I may never see you – my best friend – again. I mean, it’s happened before. I can’t remember the last time I saw my elementary school best friend of eight years. Eight years with that one special friend seemed like a miracle – a blessing – like nothing could ever test the strength of our friendship.. And now I’m sitting here, wondering what she’s been doing, where she’s going, and whether or not she still wants to open the veterinarian office with me. I’m terrified that will happen again. That I’ll have to endure the next year alone, keeping my deepest secrets to myself, as I attempt to build a new support system all over again. Maybe it won’t happen. Maybe I won’t have to do that. ‘Cause to be completely honest, the 2 short years of knowing you feel a lot stronger than the 8 years of knowing her. You know everything about me. You know my strengths, my weaknesses, and my fears. There isn’t anyone I consider more important in my life right now other than you. Seriously. After every laugh that made us have to catch our breath, every tear that streamed down our cheeks, every painful bear hug, and every awkward hand holding.. There’s nothing I would re-do with you. I know I’m not perfect, and that I annoy you, piss you off, say stupid stuff and then take it back.. But put all that aside and you’ll never find a girl that cares and loves you more than I do.
You’ll always be my Tutti, if I’m always your Frutti.
Takka Takka, Darbee Darbee, out.